im under attack again my dear.... i have no resolutions no clever ancitdotes to say, and if i yell at the top of my lungs will it be the same...


damn well last night i watch that movie the fog and then i watched doom, the best thing i can think to do right now is leave it alone, not the movies but this whole situation of you know who.... i dont want to make her do anything... this is really going to be hard, but i can't hurt anymore like i am, i have to put an end to it some how, if i can't put a bullet in my head i have to do something, and the best thing that i can think of is just to leave it alone, i want to feel for her tonight, but i wont make you, im listening to something corporate, i have to find out the name of this song cause its really cool.... anyway, i think i have to work tonight cause my boss found this girl stealing some stuff from the store, and im on call to cover in case something like that happens... grrrr cause yeah, urgh i feel really horrible today, i wish someone would come over to talk to me, i hate being alone